..I want to be doing – Loop – I have the studio for it, just need to get the proper setup in the ceiling.

I have so many ideas in my head and I cannot do them, why, they take MONEY. I hate how that is the biggest obstacle I have, money should not stifle ones creative ideas, but it does.

I have a shoot tomorrow with Iris Moon, she has an outfit she made just for this shoot, I am hoping we have finally got the photographer/model thing worked out. I am still figuring out how to get what I want from her pose wise and she is still trying to understand how I work. It just happens sometimes that way, but we will overcome it and I think tomorrow is the day.

Over at my daughters house sitting for her and Z, something that makes me a very proud papa, seeing she has a wonderful home and a wonderful man in her life. She is starting out so much better than her mother and I did, she learned from the mistakes we made and found someone that balances her out. I can be happy living in a cardboard box honestly, but to know they have this great house together just makes me feel good for her.

I think my heart is dead…I really do

Yeah that came out of nowhere…more shots soon.